Dear Ellison,

I dreamt about you last night. In my dream, God was handing you to me. I actually saw your sweet face. You had dark hair and dark eyes and you were so tiny. I woke with tears in my eyes because I desperately want to hold you. Not in my dreams but really hold you. I guess for today, I will hold you in my heart sweet girl.

I love you,

Mommy

We are officially matched again! Our birth mother is due on June 1 but will probably deliver towards the end of May. Just in case you didn't know..... that's next month!! :) We are very excited but also nervous. I will keep you updated as things progress.

Happy Easter from our family to yours!

A friend sent this video to me a few weeks ago. This song desribes exactly how I am feeling. I am waiting but frustrated. Hopeful yet heartbroken. Trusting yet doubting. So many emotions rolled up in my heart.

It has been 4 weeks since my last post but unfortunately, I have nothing new to share. Tomorrow will be 9 months since starting this adoption. We hoped to have a baby by now but that is not God's plan for us. So, we wait......